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is “letting go” identical to “goodbye” ?

by: Keziah Lorline Y. Miral

behind your back

i clearly heard you whisphering back

such soft sweet voice

above all the noise

but wait

did i heard it right?

your saying goodbye?

a statue i became

i was puzzled

i don’t know what to say

shall i say “it’s fine”

oh i’d rather die

hearing those words

crumples my heart

for how many seconds

silence was between us

tears of blood oozing down my face

your just a step away

i crave to see your face

wishing you to turn back

and see me through the eye that you don’t meant what you said

i was reaching out my hand

to tap your shoulder from behind

but then you turned around

and just a glimpse you made

i was surprise

by those tears on your eyes

you’re crying

i opened my mouth

but not a word came out

then you started walking

when i was about to do a talking

i was a fool

reaching out my hand

between my fingers i saw your image 

getting little and little

a damn fool i was

i haven’t ask you

“does goodbye mean letting go?”

i should have asked you

i should have